My Name is Julie. I am 42 married woman with 2 sons. My husband works hard for the pay he recieves and lately it isn't going around like it use to. Anyway, I love to sing, do crafts and just generally be around my family. I have 2 sons.One is a senior and the other is a sophomore in High school. H I have been searching for help every where that I could think of. I think everyone or mostly everyone is feeling a little tighter than normal this year. They both have medical problems. The youngest has Leukemia. He has been in remission 2 times. He is going to the doctor for some bloodwork as they are concerned again that he isn't feeling well. The other has spinal colum problems along with some heart problems. I have tried several times to get a job that would allow me to work in the evenings when my husband is at home but it just doesn't seem to be for right now. I am a strong woman when I need to be. And I can protect my own when faced with that decision. But right now I feel like a whipped puppy. I am tired. We have struggled and struggled for so long. I am searching for help. Please if you can help us we would be so honored and appreciative. We need gift cards for food and gas. Also we are looking for help with our mortgage payments and Christmas.